ugh............

home again......

last night was fun. went out bowling then to dooley's......

here's a pic of François, Joelle (that would be the birthday girl) and Tom.

anyways, then tonight after a ____________ supper with my family, i headed over to lauren's house (this is the one that james and i are hopefuly going to be renting) and we sat around and lauren and jordan played keltic music and it was really fun.

funny thing-my prof Fernand came! it was so weird i showed up and he was sitting on the couch!

anyways, so there were 9 of us in total (Me, James, Julia, Fernand, Drew, Jordan, Jordan's sister, Lauren and her son Jaeva) and as the strathclair district and review would say, a good time was had by all.

but part of me wishes i had accepted Lauren's invitation to crash there this evening. (everyone in my program is quite aware of the hellish environment i am currently living in and are all helping me get through it as best as they can.)

anyways, i got home tonight and came and sat in my cell and was immediately reminded of why i left this house so quickly. i hate it here. if i could show up @ joanna's right now, i would. if i had any money left on my calling card, i would call someone.

but alas, it's 3:35....

i'm tired. but i don't want to go to bed. because i know tomorrow is gonna be just as terrible as today was. (minus the keltic night chez lauren.)

so if you don't mind, whoever's reading this, call me. 418 550 3527. because tomorrow is gonna suck. i can feel it already. my only consolation is that i'm getting out of here (either tomorrow or monday, ihaven't yet decided which....)

here is a video i made tonight. another depressing one. i apologize. later. -ta